1698 lines
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1698 lines
65 KiB
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From fairest creatures we desire increase,
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That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
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But as the riper should by time decease,
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His tender heir might bear his memory:
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But thou contracted to thine own bright eyes,
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Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel,
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Making a famine where abundance lies,
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Thy self thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel:
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Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament,
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And only herald to the gaudy spring,
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Within thine own bud buriest thy content,
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And tender churl mak'st waste in niggarding:
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Pity the world, or else this glutton be,
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To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
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When forty winters shall besiege thy brow,
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And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
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Thy youth's proud livery so gazed on now,
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Will be a tattered weed of small worth held:
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Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies,
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Where all the treasure of thy lusty days;
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To say within thine own deep sunken eyes,
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Were an all-eating shame, and thriftless praise.
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How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use,
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If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine
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Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse'
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Proving his beauty by succession thine.
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This were to be new made when thou art old,
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And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
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Look in thy glass and tell the face thou viewest,
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Now is the time that face should form another,
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Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,
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Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
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For where is she so fair whose uneared womb
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Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
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Or who is he so fond will be the tomb,
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Of his self-love to stop posterity?
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Thou art thy mother's glass and she in thee
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Calls back the lovely April of her prime,
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So thou through windows of thine age shalt see,
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Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time.
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But if thou live remembered not to be,
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Die single and thine image dies with thee.
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Unthrifty loveliness why dost thou spend,
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Upon thy self thy beauty's legacy?
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Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend,
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And being frank she lends to those are free:
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Then beauteous niggard why dost thou abuse,
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The bounteous largess given thee to give?
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Profitless usurer why dost thou use
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So great a sum of sums yet canst not live?
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For having traffic with thy self alone,
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Thou of thy self thy sweet self dost deceive,
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Then how when nature calls thee to be gone,
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What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
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Thy unused beauty must be tombed with thee,
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Which used lives th' executor to be.
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Those hours that with gentle work did frame
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The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell
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Will play the tyrants to the very same,
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And that unfair which fairly doth excel:
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For never-resting time leads summer on
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To hideous winter and confounds him there,
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Sap checked with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
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Beauty o'er-snowed and bareness every where:
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Then were not summer's distillation left
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A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
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Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
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Nor it nor no remembrance what it was.
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But flowers distilled though they with winter meet,
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Leese but their show, their substance still lives sweet.
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Then let not winter's ragged hand deface,
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In thee thy summer ere thou be distilled:
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Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place,
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With beauty's treasure ere it be self-killed:
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That use is not forbidden usury,
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Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
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That's for thy self to breed another thee,
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Or ten times happier be it ten for one,
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Ten times thy self were happier than thou art,
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If ten of thine ten times refigured thee:
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Then what could death do if thou shouldst depart,
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Leaving thee living in posterity?
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Be not self-willed for thou art much too fair,
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To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
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Lo in the orient when the gracious light
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Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
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Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
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Serving with looks his sacred majesty,
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And having climbed the steep-up heavenly hill,
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Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
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Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
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Attending on his golden pilgrimage:
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But when from highmost pitch with weary car,
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Like feeble age he reeleth from the day,
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The eyes (fore duteous) now converted are
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From his low tract and look another way:
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So thou, thy self out-going in thy noon:
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Unlooked on diest unless thou get a son.
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Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
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Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy:
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Why lov'st thou that which thou receiv'st not gladly,
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Or else receiv'st with pleasure thine annoy?
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If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
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By unions married do offend thine ear,
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They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
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In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear:
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Mark how one string sweet husband to another,
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Strikes each in each by mutual ordering;
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Resembling sire, and child, and happy mother,
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Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
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Whose speechless song being many, seeming one,
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Sings this to thee, 'Thou single wilt prove none'.
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Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye,
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That thou consum'st thy self in single life?
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Ah, if thou issueless shalt hap to die,
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The world will wail thee like a makeless wife,
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The world will be thy widow and still weep,
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That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
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When every private widow well may keep,
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By children's eyes, her husband's shape in mind:
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Look what an unthrift in the world doth spend
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Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
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But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
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And kept unused the user so destroys it:
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No love toward others in that bosom sits
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That on himself such murd'rous shame commits.
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For shame deny that thou bear'st love to any
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Who for thy self art so unprovident.
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Grant if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
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But that thou none lov'st is most evident:
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For thou art so possessed with murd'rous hate,
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That 'gainst thy self thou stick'st not to conspire,
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Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
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Which to repair should be thy chief desire:
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O change thy thought, that I may change my mind,
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Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
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Be as thy presence is gracious and kind,
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Or to thy self at least kind-hearted prove,
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Make thee another self for love of me,
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That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
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As fast as thou shalt wane so fast thou grow'st,
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In one of thine, from that which thou departest,
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And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st,
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Thou mayst call thine, when thou from youth convertest,
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Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase,
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Without this folly, age, and cold decay,
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If all were minded so, the times should cease,
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And threescore year would make the world away:
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Let those whom nature hath not made for store,
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Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish:
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Look whom she best endowed, she gave thee more;
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Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
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She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby,
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Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
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When I do count the clock that tells the time,
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And see the brave day sunk in hideous night,
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When I behold the violet past prime,
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And sable curls all silvered o'er with white:
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When lofty trees I see barren of leaves,
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Which erst from heat did canopy the herd
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And summer's green all girded up in sheaves
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Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard:
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Then of thy beauty do I question make
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That thou among the wastes of time must go,
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Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake,
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And die as fast as they see others grow,
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And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defence
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Save breed to brave him, when he takes thee hence.
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O that you were your self, but love you are
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No longer yours, than you your self here live,
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Against this coming end you should prepare,
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And your sweet semblance to some other give.
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So should that beauty which you hold in lease
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Find no determination, then you were
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Your self again after your self's decease,
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When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
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Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
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Which husbandry in honour might uphold,
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Against the stormy gusts of winter's day
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And barren rage of death's eternal cold?
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O none but unthrifts, dear my love you know,
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You had a father, let your son say so.
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Not from the stars do I my judgement pluck,
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And yet methinks I have astronomy,
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But not to tell of good, or evil luck,
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Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality,
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Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell;
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Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
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Or say with princes if it shall go well
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By oft predict that I in heaven find.
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But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
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And constant stars in them I read such art
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As truth and beauty shall together thrive
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If from thy self, to store thou wouldst convert:
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Or else of thee this I prognosticate,
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Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date.
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When I consider every thing that grows
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Holds in perfection but a little moment.
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That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
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Whereon the stars in secret influence comment.
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When I perceive that men as plants increase,
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Cheered and checked even by the self-same sky:
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Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
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And wear their brave state out of memory.
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Then the conceit of this inconstant stay,
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Sets you most rich in youth before my sight,
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Where wasteful time debateth with decay
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To change your day of youth to sullied night,
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And all in war with Time for love of you,
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As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
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But wherefore do not you a mightier way
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Make war upon this bloody tyrant Time?
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And fortify your self in your decay
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With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
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Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
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And many maiden gardens yet unset,
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With virtuous wish would bear you living flowers,
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Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
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So should the lines of life that life repair
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Which this (Time's pencil) or my pupil pen
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Neither in inward worth nor outward fair
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Can make you live your self in eyes of men.
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To give away your self, keeps your self still,
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And you must live drawn by your own sweet skill.
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Who will believe my verse in time to come
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If it were filled with your most high deserts?
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Though yet heaven knows it is but as a tomb
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Which hides your life, and shows not half your parts:
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If I could write the beauty of your eyes,
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And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
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The age to come would say this poet lies,
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Such heavenly touches ne'er touched earthly faces.
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So should my papers (yellowed with their age)
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Be scorned, like old men of less truth than tongue,
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And your true rights be termed a poet's rage,
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And stretched metre of an antique song.
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But were some child of yours alive that time,
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You should live twice in it, and in my rhyme.
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Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
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Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
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Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
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And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
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Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
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And often is his gold complexion dimmed,
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And every fair from fair sometime declines,
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By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed:
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But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
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Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,
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Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,
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When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,
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So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
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So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
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Devouring Time blunt thou the lion's paws,
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And make the earth devour her own sweet brood,
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Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
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And burn the long-lived phoenix, in her blood,
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Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleet'st,
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And do whate'er thou wilt swift-footed Time
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To the wide world and all her fading sweets:
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But I forbid thee one most heinous crime,
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O carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow,
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Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen,
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Him in thy course untainted do allow,
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For beauty's pattern to succeeding men.
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Yet do thy worst old Time: despite thy wrong,
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My love shall in my verse ever live young.
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A woman's face with nature's own hand painted,
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Hast thou the master mistress of my passion,
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A woman's gentle heart but not acquainted
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With shifting change as is false women's fashion,
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An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling:
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Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth,
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A man in hue all hues in his controlling,
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Which steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
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And for a woman wert thou first created,
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Till nature as she wrought thee fell a-doting,
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And by addition me of thee defeated,
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By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
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But since she pricked thee out for women's pleasure,
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Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
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So is it not with me as with that muse,
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Stirred by a painted beauty to his verse,
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Who heaven it self for ornament doth use,
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And every fair with his fair doth rehearse,
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Making a couplement of proud compare
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With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems:
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With April's first-born flowers and all things rare,
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That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
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O let me true in love but truly write,
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And then believe me, my love is as fair,
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As any mother's child, though not so bright
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As those gold candles fixed in heaven's air:
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Let them say more that like of hearsay well,
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I will not praise that purpose not to sell.
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My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
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So long as youth and thou are of one date,
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But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
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Then look I death my days should expiate.
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For all that beauty that doth cover thee,
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Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
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Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me,
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How can I then be elder than thou art?
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O therefore love be of thyself so wary,
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As I not for my self, but for thee will,
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Bearing thy heart which I will keep so chary
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As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
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Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain,
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Thou gav'st me thine not to give back again.
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As an unperfect actor on the stage,
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Who with his fear is put beside his part,
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Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
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Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart;
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So I for fear of trust, forget to say,
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The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
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And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
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O'ercharged with burthen of mine own love's might:
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O let my looks be then the eloquence,
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And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
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Who plead for love, and look for recompense,
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More than that tongue that more hath more expressed.
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O learn to read what silent love hath writ,
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To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
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Mine eye hath played the painter and hath stelled,
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Thy beauty's form in table of my heart,
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My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
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And perspective it is best painter's art.
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For through the painter must you see his skill,
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To find where your true image pictured lies,
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Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
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That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes:
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Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done,
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Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
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Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun
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Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
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Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art,
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They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
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Let those who are in favour with their stars,
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Of public honour and proud titles boast,
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Whilst I whom fortune of such triumph bars
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Unlooked for joy in that I honour most;
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Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread,
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But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
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And in themselves their pride lies buried,
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For at a frown they in their glory die.
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The painful warrior famoused for fight,
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After a thousand victories once foiled,
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Is from the book of honour razed quite,
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And all the rest forgot for which he toiled:
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Then happy I that love and am beloved
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Where I may not remove nor be removed.
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Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage
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Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit;
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To thee I send this written embassage
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To witness duty, not to show my wit.
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Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
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May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it;
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But that I hope some good conceit of thine
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In thy soul's thought (all naked) will bestow it:
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Till whatsoever star that guides my moving,
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Points on me graciously with fair aspect,
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And puts apparel on my tattered loving,
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To show me worthy of thy sweet respect,
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Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee,
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Till then, not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
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Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
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The dear respose for limbs with travel tired,
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But then begins a journey in my head
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To work my mind, when body's work's expired.
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For then my thoughts (from far where I abide)
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Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
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And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
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Looking on darkness which the blind do see.
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Save that my soul's imaginary sight
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Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
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Which like a jewel (hung in ghastly night)
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Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new.
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Lo thus by day my limbs, by night my mind,
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For thee, and for my self, no quiet find.
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How can I then return in happy plight
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That am debarred the benefit of rest?
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When day's oppression is not eased by night,
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But day by night and night by day oppressed.
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And each (though enemies to either's reign)
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Do in consent shake hands to torture me,
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The one by toil, the other to complain
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How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
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I tell the day to please him thou art bright,
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And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:
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So flatter I the swart-complexioned night,
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When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.
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But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer,
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And night doth nightly make grief's length seem stronger
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When in disgrace with Fortune and men's eyes,
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I all alone beweep my outcast state,
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And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
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And look upon my self and curse my fate,
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Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
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Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
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Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
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With what I most enjoy contented least,
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Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
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Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
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(Like to the lark at break of day arising
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From sullen earth) sings hymns at heaven's gate,
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For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings,
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That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
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When to the sessions of sweet silent thought,
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I summon up remembrance of things past,
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I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
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And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:
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Then can I drown an eye (unused to flow)
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For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
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And weep afresh love's long since cancelled woe,
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And moan th' expense of many a vanished sight.
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Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
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And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
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The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
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Which I new pay as if not paid before.
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But if the while I think on thee (dear friend)
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All losses are restored, and sorrows end.
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Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,
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Which I by lacking have supposed dead,
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And there reigns love and all love's loving parts,
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And all those friends which I thought buried.
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How many a holy and obsequious tear
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Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye,
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As interest of the dead, which now appear,
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But things removed that hidden in thee lie.
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Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
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Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
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Who all their parts of me to thee did give,
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That due of many, now is thine alone.
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Their images I loved, I view in thee,
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And thou (all they) hast all the all of me.
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32
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If thou survive my well-contented day,
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When that churl death my bones with dust shall cover
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And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
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These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover:
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Compare them with the bett'ring of the time,
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And though they be outstripped by every pen,
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Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
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Exceeded by the height of happier men.
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O then vouchsafe me but this loving thought,
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'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
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A dearer birth than this his love had brought
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To march in ranks of better equipage:
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But since he died and poets better prove,
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Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love'.
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33
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Full many a glorious morning have I seen,
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Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye,
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Kissing with golden face the meadows green;
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Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy:
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Anon permit the basest clouds to ride,
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With ugly rack on his celestial face,
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And from the forlorn world his visage hide
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Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
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Even so my sun one early morn did shine,
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With all triumphant splendour on my brow,
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But out alack, he was but one hour mine,
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The region cloud hath masked him from me now.
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Yet him for this, my love no whit disdaineth,
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Suns of the world may stain, when heaven's sun staineth.
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34
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Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
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And make me travel forth without my cloak,
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To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
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Hiding thy brav'ry in their rotten smoke?
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'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
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To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
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For no man well of such a salve can speak,
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That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace:
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Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief,
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Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss,
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Th' offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
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To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
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Ah but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
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And they are rich, and ransom all ill deeds.
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35
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No more be grieved at that which thou hast done,
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Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud,
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Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
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And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
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All men make faults, and even I in this,
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Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
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My self corrupting salving thy amiss,
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Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are:
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For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense,
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Thy adverse party is thy advocate,
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And 'gainst my self a lawful plea commence:
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Such civil war is in my love and hate,
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That I an accessary needs must be,
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To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
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36
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Let me confess that we two must be twain,
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Although our undivided loves are one:
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So shall those blots that do with me remain,
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Without thy help, by me be borne alone.
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In our two loves there is but one respect,
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Though in our lives a separable spite,
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Which though it alter not love's sole effect,
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Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
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I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
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Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
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Nor thou with public kindness honour me,
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Unless thou take that honour from thy name:
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But do not so, I love thee in such sort,
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As thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
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37
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As a decrepit father takes delight,
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To see his active child do deeds of youth,
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So I, made lame by Fortune's dearest spite
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Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth.
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For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
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Or any of these all, or all, or more
|
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Entitled in thy parts, do crowned sit,
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I make my love engrafted to this store:
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So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
|
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Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give,
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That I in thy abundance am sufficed,
|
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And by a part of all thy glory live:
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Look what is best, that best I wish in thee,
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This wish I have, then ten times happy me.
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38
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How can my muse want subject to invent
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While thou dost breathe that pour'st into my verse,
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Thine own sweet argument, too excellent,
|
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For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
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O give thy self the thanks if aught in me,
|
|
Worthy perusal stand against thy sight,
|
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For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
|
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When thou thy self dost give invention light?
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Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
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Than those old nine which rhymers invocate,
|
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And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
|
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Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
|
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If my slight muse do please these curious days,
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The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
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39
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O how thy worth with manners may I sing,
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When thou art all the better part of me?
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What can mine own praise to mine own self bring:
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And what is't but mine own when I praise thee?
|
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Even for this, let us divided live,
|
|
And our dear love lose name of single one,
|
|
That by this separation I may give:
|
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That due to thee which thou deserv'st alone:
|
|
O absence what a torment wouldst thou prove,
|
|
Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave,
|
|
To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
|
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Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive.
|
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And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
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By praising him here who doth hence remain.
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40
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Take all my loves, my love, yea take them all,
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What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
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No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call,
|
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All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more:
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Then if for my love, thou my love receivest,
|
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I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest,
|
|
But yet be blamed, if thou thy self deceivest
|
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By wilful taste of what thy self refusest.
|
|
I do forgive thy robbery gentle thief
|
|
Although thou steal thee all my poverty:
|
|
And yet love knows it is a greater grief
|
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To bear greater wrong, than hate's known injury.
|
|
Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
|
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Kill me with spites yet we must not be foes.
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41
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Those pretty wrongs that liberty commits,
|
|
When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
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Thy beauty, and thy years full well befits,
|
|
For still temptation follows where thou art.
|
|
Gentle thou art, and therefore to be won,
|
|
Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed.
|
|
And when a woman woos, what woman's son,
|
|
Will sourly leave her till he have prevailed?
|
|
Ay me, but yet thou mightst my seat forbear,
|
|
And chide thy beauty, and thy straying youth,
|
|
Who lead thee in their riot even there
|
|
Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth:
|
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Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
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Thine by thy beauty being false to me.
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42
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That thou hast her it is not all my grief,
|
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And yet it may be said I loved her dearly,
|
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That she hath thee is of my wailing chief,
|
|
A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
|
|
Loving offenders thus I will excuse ye,
|
|
Thou dost love her, because thou know'st I love her,
|
|
And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
|
|
Suff'ring my friend for my sake to approve her.
|
|
If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
|
|
And losing her, my friend hath found that loss,
|
|
Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
|
|
And both for my sake lay on me this cross,
|
|
But here's the joy, my friend and I are one,
|
|
Sweet flattery, then she loves but me alone.
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43
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When most I wink then do mine eyes best see,
|
|
For all the day they view things unrespected,
|
|
But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
|
|
And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed.
|
|
Then thou whose shadow shadows doth make bright
|
|
How would thy shadow's form, form happy show,
|
|
To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
|
|
When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!
|
|
How would (I say) mine eyes be blessed made,
|
|
By looking on thee in the living day,
|
|
When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade,
|
|
Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!
|
|
All days are nights to see till I see thee,
|
|
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
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44
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If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
|
|
Injurious distance should not stop my way,
|
|
For then despite of space I would be brought,
|
|
From limits far remote, where thou dost stay,
|
|
No matter then although my foot did stand
|
|
Upon the farthest earth removed from thee,
|
|
For nimble thought can jump both sea and land,
|
|
As soon as think the place where he would be.
|
|
But ah, thought kills me that I am not thought
|
|
To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
|
|
But that so much of earth and water wrought,
|
|
I must attend, time's leisure with my moan.
|
|
Receiving nought by elements so slow,
|
|
But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
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45
|
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The other two, slight air, and purging fire,
|
|
Are both with thee, wherever I abide,
|
|
The first my thought, the other my desire,
|
|
These present-absent with swift motion slide.
|
|
For when these quicker elements are gone
|
|
In tender embassy of love to thee,
|
|
My life being made of four, with two alone,
|
|
Sinks down to death, oppressed with melancholy.
|
|
Until life's composition be recured,
|
|
By those swift messengers returned from thee,
|
|
Who even but now come back again assured,
|
|
Of thy fair health, recounting it to me.
|
|
This told, I joy, but then no longer glad,
|
|
I send them back again and straight grow sad.
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46
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Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war,
|
|
How to divide the conquest of thy sight,
|
|
Mine eye, my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
|
|
My heart, mine eye the freedom of that right,
|
|
My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie,
|
|
(A closet never pierced with crystal eyes)
|
|
But the defendant doth that plea deny,
|
|
And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
|
|
To side this title is impanelled
|
|
A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
|
|
And by their verdict is determined
|
|
The clear eye's moiety, and the dear heart's part.
|
|
As thus, mine eye's due is thy outward part,
|
|
And my heart's right, thy inward love of heart.
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47
|
|
Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
|
|
And each doth good turns now unto the other,
|
|
When that mine eye is famished for a look,
|
|
Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother;
|
|
With my love's picture then my eye doth feast,
|
|
And to the painted banquet bids my heart:
|
|
Another time mine eye is my heart's guest,
|
|
And in his thoughts of love doth share a part.
|
|
So either by thy picture or my love,
|
|
Thy self away, art present still with me,
|
|
For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,
|
|
And I am still with them, and they with thee.
|
|
Or if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
|
|
Awakes my heart, to heart's and eye's delight.
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48
|
|
How careful was I when I took my way,
|
|
Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
|
|
That to my use it might unused stay
|
|
From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!
|
|
But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
|
|
Most worthy comfort, now my greatest grief,
|
|
Thou best of dearest, and mine only care,
|
|
Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
|
|
Thee have I not locked up in any chest,
|
|
Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
|
|
Within the gentle closure of my breast,
|
|
From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part,
|
|
And even thence thou wilt be stol'n I fear,
|
|
For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
|
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49
|
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Against that time (if ever that time come)
|
|
When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
|
|
When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
|
|
Called to that audit by advised respects,
|
|
Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass,
|
|
And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye,
|
|
When love converted from the thing it was
|
|
Shall reasons find of settled gravity;
|
|
Against that time do I ensconce me here
|
|
Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
|
|
And this my hand, against my self uprear,
|
|
To guard the lawful reasons on thy part,
|
|
To leave poor me, thou hast the strength of laws,
|
|
Since why to love, I can allege no cause.
|
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50
|
|
How heavy do I journey on the way,
|
|
When what I seek (my weary travel's end)
|
|
Doth teach that case and that repose to say
|
|
'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend.'
|
|
The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
|
|
Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,
|
|
As if by some instinct the wretch did know
|
|
His rider loved not speed being made from thee:
|
|
The bloody spur cannot provoke him on,
|
|
That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide,
|
|
Which heavily he answers with a groan,
|
|
More sharp to me than spurring to his side,
|
|
For that same groan doth put this in my mind,
|
|
My grief lies onward and my joy behind.
|
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51
|
|
Thus can my love excuse the slow offence,
|
|
Of my dull bearer, when from thee I speed,
|
|
From where thou art, why should I haste me thence?
|
|
Till I return of posting is no need.
|
|
O what excuse will my poor beast then find,
|
|
When swift extremity can seem but slow?
|
|
Then should I spur though mounted on the wind,
|
|
In winged speed no motion shall I know,
|
|
Then can no horse with my desire keep pace,
|
|
Therefore desire (of perfect'st love being made)
|
|
Shall neigh (no dull flesh) in his fiery race,
|
|
But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade,
|
|
Since from thee going, he went wilful-slow,
|
|
Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
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52
|
|
So am I as the rich whose blessed key,
|
|
Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,
|
|
The which he will not every hour survey,
|
|
For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure.
|
|
Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
|
|
Since seldom coming in that long year set,
|
|
Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,
|
|
Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
|
|
So is the time that keeps you as my chest
|
|
Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
|
|
To make some special instant special-blest,
|
|
By new unfolding his imprisoned pride.
|
|
Blessed are you whose worthiness gives scope,
|
|
Being had to triumph, being lacked to hope.
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53
|
|
What is your substance, whereof are you made,
|
|
That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
|
|
Since every one, hath every one, one shade,
|
|
And you but one, can every shadow lend:
|
|
Describe Adonis and the counterfeit,
|
|
Is poorly imitated after you,
|
|
On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set,
|
|
And you in Grecian tires are painted new:
|
|
Speak of the spring, and foison of the year,
|
|
The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
|
|
The other as your bounty doth appear,
|
|
And you in every blessed shape we know.
|
|
In all external grace you have some part,
|
|
But you like none, none you for constant heart.
|
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54
|
|
O how much more doth beauty beauteous seem,
|
|
By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!
|
|
The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
|
|
For that sweet odour, which doth in it live:
|
|
The canker blooms have full as deep a dye,
|
|
As the perfumed tincture of the roses,
|
|
Hang on such thorns, and play as wantonly,
|
|
When summer's breath their masked buds discloses:
|
|
But for their virtue only is their show,
|
|
They live unwooed, and unrespected fade,
|
|
Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so,
|
|
Of their sweet deaths, are sweetest odours made:
|
|
And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
|
|
When that shall vade, by verse distills your truth.
|
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|
|
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|
55
|
|
Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
|
|
Of princes shall outlive this powerful rhyme,
|
|
But you shall shine more bright in these contents
|
|
Than unswept stone, besmeared with sluttish time.
|
|
When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
|
|
And broils root out the work of masonry,
|
|
Nor Mars his sword, nor war's quick fire shall burn:
|
|
The living record of your memory.
|
|
'Gainst death, and all-oblivious enmity
|
|
Shall you pace forth, your praise shall still find room,
|
|
Even in the eyes of all posterity
|
|
That wear this world out to the ending doom.
|
|
So till the judgment that your self arise,
|
|
You live in this, and dwell in lovers' eyes.
|
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56
|
|
Sweet love renew thy force, be it not said
|
|
Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
|
|
Which but to-day by feeding is allayed,
|
|
To-morrow sharpened in his former might.
|
|
So love be thou, although to-day thou fill
|
|
Thy hungry eyes, even till they wink with fulness,
|
|
To-morrow see again, and do not kill
|
|
The spirit of love, with a perpetual dulness:
|
|
Let this sad interim like the ocean be
|
|
Which parts the shore, where two contracted new,
|
|
Come daily to the banks, that when they see:
|
|
Return of love, more blest may be the view.
|
|
Or call it winter, which being full of care,
|
|
Makes summer's welcome, thrice more wished, more rare.
|
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|
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57
|
|
Being your slave what should I do but tend,
|
|
Upon the hours, and times of your desire?
|
|
I have no precious time at all to spend;
|
|
Nor services to do till you require.
|
|
Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour,
|
|
Whilst I (my sovereign) watch the clock for you,
|
|
Nor think the bitterness of absence sour,
|
|
When you have bid your servant once adieu.
|
|
Nor dare I question with my jealous thought,
|
|
Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
|
|
But like a sad slave stay and think of nought
|
|
Save where you are, how happy you make those.
|
|
So true a fool is love, that in your will,
|
|
(Though you do any thing) he thinks no ill.
|
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58
|
|
That god forbid, that made me first your slave,
|
|
I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
|
|
Or at your hand th' account of hours to crave,
|
|
Being your vassal bound to stay your leisure.
|
|
O let me suffer (being at your beck)
|
|
Th' imprisoned absence of your liberty,
|
|
And patience tame to sufferance bide each check,
|
|
Without accusing you of injury.
|
|
Be where you list, your charter is so strong,
|
|
That you your self may privilage your time
|
|
To what you will, to you it doth belong,
|
|
Your self to pardon of self-doing crime.
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I am to wait, though waiting so be hell,
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Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well.
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59
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If there be nothing new, but that which is,
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Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,
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Which labouring for invention bear amis
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The second burthen of a former child!
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O that record could with a backward look,
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Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
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Show me your image in some antique book,
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Since mind at first in character was done.
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That I might see what the old world could say,
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To this composed wonder of your frame,
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Whether we are mended, or whether better they,
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Or whether revolution be the same.
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O sure I am the wits of former days,
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To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
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60
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Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
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So do our minutes hasten to their end,
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Each changing place with that which goes before,
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In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
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Nativity once in the main of light,
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Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crowned,
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Crooked eclipses 'gainst his glory fight,
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And Time that gave, doth now his gift confound.
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Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth,
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And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
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Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
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And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow.
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And yet to times in hope, my verse shall stand
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Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
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61
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Is it thy will, thy image should keep open
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My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
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Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
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While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
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Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
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So far from home into my deeds to pry,
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To find out shames and idle hours in me,
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The scope and tenure of thy jealousy?
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O no, thy love though much, is not so great,
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It is my love that keeps mine eye awake,
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Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
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To play the watchman ever for thy sake.
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For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
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From me far off, with others all too near.
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62
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Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye,
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And all my soul, and all my every part;
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And for this sin there is no remedy,
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It is so grounded inward in my heart.
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Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
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No shape so true, no truth of such account,
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And for my self mine own worth do define,
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As I all other in all worths surmount.
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But when my glass shows me my self indeed
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beated and chopt with tanned antiquity,
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Mine own self-love quite contrary I read:
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Self, so self-loving were iniquity.
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'Tis thee (my self) that for my self I praise,
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Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
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63
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Against my love shall be as I am now
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With Time's injurious hand crushed and o'erworn,
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When hours have drained his blood and filled his brow
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With lines and wrinkles, when his youthful morn
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Hath travelled on to age's steepy night,
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And all those beauties whereof now he's king
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Are vanishing, or vanished out of sight,
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Stealing away the treasure of his spring:
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For such a time do I now fortify
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Against confounding age's cruel knife,
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That he shall never cut from memory
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My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life.
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His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
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And they shall live, and he in them still green.
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64
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When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
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The rich-proud cost of outworn buried age,
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When sometime lofty towers I see down-rased,
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And brass eternal slave to mortal rage.
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When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
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Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
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And the firm soil win of the watery main,
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Increasing store with loss, and loss with store.
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When I have seen such interchange of State,
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Or state it self confounded, to decay,
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Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate
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That Time will come and take my love away.
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This thought is as a death which cannot choose
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But weep to have, that which it fears to lose.
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65
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Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
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But sad mortality o'ersways their power,
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How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
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Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
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O how shall summer's honey breath hold out,
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Against the wrackful siege of batt'ring days,
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When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
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Nor gates of steel so strong but time decays?
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O fearful meditation, where alack,
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Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
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Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back,
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Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
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O none, unless this miracle have might,
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That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
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66
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Tired with all these for restful death I cry,
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As to behold desert a beggar born,
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And needy nothing trimmed in jollity,
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And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
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And gilded honour shamefully misplaced,
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And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
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And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
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And strength by limping sway disabled
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And art made tongue-tied by authority,
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And folly (doctor-like) controlling skill,
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And simple truth miscalled simplicity,
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And captive good attending captain ill.
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Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
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Save that to die, I leave my love alone.
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67
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Ah wherefore with infection should he live,
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And with his presence grace impiety,
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That sin by him advantage should achieve,
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And lace it self with his society?
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Why should false painting imitate his cheek,
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And steal dead seeming of his living hue?
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Why should poor beauty indirectly seek,
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Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
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Why should he live, now nature bankrupt is,
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Beggared of blood to blush through lively veins,
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For she hath no exchequer now but his,
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And proud of many, lives upon his gains?
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O him she stores, to show what wealth she had,
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In days long since, before these last so bad.
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68
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Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
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When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
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Before these bastard signs of fair were born,
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Or durst inhabit on a living brow:
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Before the golden tresses of the dead,
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The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
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To live a second life on second head,
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Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay:
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In him those holy antique hours are seen,
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Without all ornament, it self and true,
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Making no summer of another's green,
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Robbing no old to dress his beauty new,
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And him as for a map doth Nature store,
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To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
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69
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Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view,
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Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend:
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All tongues (the voice of souls) give thee that due,
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Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
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Thy outward thus with outward praise is crowned,
|
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But those same tongues that give thee so thine own,
|
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In other accents do this praise confound
|
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By seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
|
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They look into the beauty of thy mind,
|
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And that in guess they measure by thy deeds,
|
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Then churls their thoughts (although their eyes were kind)
|
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To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
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But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
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The soil is this, that thou dost common grow.
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70
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That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
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For slander's mark was ever yet the fair,
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The ornament of beauty is suspect,
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A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
|
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So thou be good, slander doth but approve,
|
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Thy worth the greater being wooed of time,
|
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For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
|
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And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
|
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Thou hast passed by the ambush of young days,
|
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Either not assailed, or victor being charged,
|
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Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
|
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To tie up envy, evermore enlarged,
|
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If some suspect of ill masked not thy show,
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Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
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71
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No longer mourn for me when I am dead,
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Than you shall hear the surly sullen bell
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Give warning to the world that I am fled
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From this vile world with vilest worms to dwell:
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Nay if you read this line, remember not,
|
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The hand that writ it, for I love you so,
|
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That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot,
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If thinking on me then should make you woe.
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O if (I say) you look upon this verse,
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When I (perhaps) compounded am with clay,
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Do not so much as my poor name rehearse;
|
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But let your love even with my life decay.
|
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Lest the wise world should look into your moan,
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And mock you with me after I am gone.
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72
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O lest the world should task you to recite,
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What merit lived in me that you should love
|
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After my death (dear love) forget me quite,
|
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For you in me can nothing worthy prove.
|
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Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
|
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To do more for me than mine own desert,
|
|
And hang more praise upon deceased I,
|
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Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
|
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O lest your true love may seem false in this,
|
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That you for love speak well of me untrue,
|
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My name be buried where my body is,
|
|
And live no more to shame nor me, nor you.
|
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For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
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And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
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73
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That time of year thou mayst in me behold,
|
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When yellow leaves, or none, or few do hang
|
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Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
|
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Bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
|
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In me thou seest the twilight of such day,
|
|
As after sunset fadeth in the west,
|
|
Which by and by black night doth take away,
|
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Death's second self that seals up all in rest.
|
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In me thou seest the glowing of such fire,
|
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That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
|
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As the death-bed, whereon it must expire,
|
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Consumed with that which it was nourished by.
|
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This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong,
|
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To love that well, which thou must leave ere long.
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74
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But be contented when that fell arrest,
|
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Without all bail shall carry me away,
|
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My life hath in this line some interest,
|
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Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
|
|
When thou reviewest this, thou dost review,
|
|
The very part was consecrate to thee,
|
|
The earth can have but earth, which is his due,
|
|
My spirit is thine the better part of me,
|
|
So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
|
|
The prey of worms, my body being dead,
|
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The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
|
|
Too base of thee to be remembered,
|
|
The worth of that, is that which it contains,
|
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And that is this, and this with thee remains.
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75
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So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
|
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Or as sweet-seasoned showers are to the ground;
|
|
And for the peace of you I hold such strife
|
|
As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found.
|
|
Now proud as an enjoyer, and anon
|
|
Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
|
|
Now counting best to be with you alone,
|
|
Then bettered that the world may see my pleasure,
|
|
Sometime all full with feasting on your sight,
|
|
And by and by clean starved for a look,
|
|
Possessing or pursuing no delight
|
|
Save what is had, or must from you be took.
|
|
Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
|
|
Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
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76
|
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Why is my verse so barren of new pride?
|
|
So far from variation or quick change?
|
|
Why with the time do I not glance aside
|
|
To new-found methods, and to compounds strange?
|
|
Why write I still all one, ever the same,
|
|
And keep invention in a noted weed,
|
|
That every word doth almost tell my name,
|
|
Showing their birth, and where they did proceed?
|
|
O know sweet love I always write of you,
|
|
And you and love are still my argument:
|
|
So all my best is dressing old words new,
|
|
Spending again what is already spent:
|
|
For as the sun is daily new and old,
|
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So is my love still telling what is told.
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77
|
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Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
|
|
Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste,
|
|
These vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
|
|
And of this book, this learning mayst thou taste.
|
|
The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show,
|
|
Of mouthed graves will give thee memory,
|
|
Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know,
|
|
Time's thievish progress to eternity.
|
|
Look what thy memory cannot contain,
|
|
Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
|
|
Those children nursed, delivered from thy brain,
|
|
To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
|
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These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
|
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Shall profit thee, and much enrich thy book.
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78
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So oft have I invoked thee for my muse,
|
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And found such fair assistance in my verse,
|
|
As every alien pen hath got my use,
|
|
And under thee their poesy disperse.
|
|
Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing,
|
|
And heavy ignorance aloft to fly,
|
|
Have added feathers to the learned's wing,
|
|
And given grace a double majesty.
|
|
Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
|
|
Whose influence is thine, and born of thee,
|
|
In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
|
|
And arts with thy sweet graces graced be.
|
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But thou art all my art, and dost advance
|
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As high as learning, my rude ignorance.
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79
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Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
|
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My verse alone had all thy gentle grace,
|
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But now my gracious numbers are decayed,
|
|
And my sick muse doth give an other place.
|
|
I grant (sweet love) thy lovely argument
|
|
Deserves the travail of a worthier pen,
|
|
Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent,
|
|
He robs thee of, and pays it thee again,
|
|
He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word,
|
|
From thy behaviour, beauty doth he give
|
|
And found it in thy cheek: he can afford
|
|
No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live.
|
|
Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
|
|
Since what he owes thee, thou thy self dost pay.
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80
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O how I faint when I of you do write,
|
|
Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
|
|
And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
|
|
To make me tongue-tied speaking of your fame.
|
|
But since your worth (wide as the ocean is)
|
|
The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
|
|
My saucy bark (inferior far to his)
|
|
On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
|
|
Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
|
|
Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride,
|
|
Or (being wrecked) I am a worthless boat,
|
|
He of tall building, and of goodly pride.
|
|
Then if he thrive and I be cast away,
|
|
The worst was this, my love was my decay.
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81
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Or I shall live your epitaph to make,
|
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Or you survive when I in earth am rotten,
|
|
From hence your memory death cannot take,
|
|
Although in me each part will be forgotten.
|
|
Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
|
|
Though I (once gone) to all the world must die,
|
|
The earth can yield me but a common grave,
|
|
When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie,
|
|
Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
|
|
Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read,
|
|
And tongues to be, your being shall rehearse,
|
|
When all the breathers of this world are dead,
|
|
You still shall live (such virtue hath my pen)
|
|
Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
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82
|
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I grant thou wert not married to my muse,
|
|
And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
|
|
The dedicated words which writers use
|
|
Of their fair subject, blessing every book.
|
|
Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
|
|
Finding thy worth a limit past my praise,
|
|
And therefore art enforced to seek anew,
|
|
Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days.
|
|
And do so love, yet when they have devised,
|
|
What strained touches rhetoric can lend,
|
|
Thou truly fair, wert truly sympathized,
|
|
In true plain words, by thy true-telling friend.
|
|
And their gross painting might be better used,
|
|
Where cheeks need blood, in thee it is abused.
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83
|
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I never saw that you did painting need,
|
|
And therefore to your fair no painting set,
|
|
I found (or thought I found) you did exceed,
|
|
That barren tender of a poet's debt:
|
|
And therefore have I slept in your report,
|
|
That you your self being extant well might show,
|
|
How far a modern quill doth come too short,
|
|
Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
|
|
This silence for my sin you did impute,
|
|
Which shall be most my glory being dumb,
|
|
For I impair not beauty being mute,
|
|
When others would give life, and bring a tomb.
|
|
There lives more life in one of your fair eyes,
|
|
Than both your poets can in praise devise.
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84
|
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Who is it that says most, which can say more,
|
|
Than this rich praise, that you alone, are you?
|
|
In whose confine immured is the store,
|
|
Which should example where your equal grew.
|
|
Lean penury within that pen doth dwell,
|
|
That to his subject lends not some small glory,
|
|
But he that writes of you, if he can tell,
|
|
That you are you, so dignifies his story.
|
|
Let him but copy what in you is writ,
|
|
Not making worse what nature made so clear,
|
|
And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
|
|
Making his style admired every where.
|
|
You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
|
|
Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
|
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85
|
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My tongue-tied muse in manners holds her still,
|
|
While comments of your praise richly compiled,
|
|
Reserve their character with golden quill,
|
|
And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
|
|
I think good thoughts, whilst other write good words,
|
|
And like unlettered clerk still cry Amen,
|
|
To every hymn that able spirit affords,
|
|
In polished form of well refined pen.
|
|
Hearing you praised, I say 'tis so, 'tis true,
|
|
And to the most of praise add something more,
|
|
But that is in my thought, whose love to you
|
|
(Though words come hindmost) holds his rank before,
|
|
Then others, for the breath of words respect,
|
|
Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
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86
|
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Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
|
|
Bound for the prize of (all too precious) you,
|
|
That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
|
|
Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
|
|
Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write,
|
|
Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
|
|
No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
|
|
Giving him aid, my verse astonished.
|
|
He nor that affable familiar ghost
|
|
Which nightly gulls him with intelligence,
|
|
As victors of my silence cannot boast,
|
|
I was not sick of any fear from thence.
|
|
But when your countenance filled up his line,
|
|
Then lacked I matter, that enfeebled mine.
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87
|
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Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
|
|
And like enough thou know'st thy estimate,
|
|
The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing:
|
|
My bonds in thee are all determinate.
|
|
For how do I hold thee but by thy granting,
|
|
And for that riches where is my deserving?
|
|
The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
|
|
And so my patent back again is swerving.
|
|
Thy self thou gav'st, thy own worth then not knowing,
|
|
Or me to whom thou gav'st it, else mistaking,
|
|
So thy great gift upon misprision growing,
|
|
Comes home again, on better judgement making.
|
|
Thus have I had thee as a dream doth flatter,
|
|
In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
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88
|
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When thou shalt be disposed to set me light,
|
|
And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
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Upon thy side, against my self I'll fight,
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And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn:
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With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
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Upon thy part I can set down a story
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Of faults concealed, wherein I am attainted:
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That thou in losing me, shalt win much glory:
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And I by this will be a gainer too,
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For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
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The injuries that to my self I do,
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Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
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Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
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That for thy right, my self will bear all wrong.
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89
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Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
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And I will comment upon that offence,
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Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt:
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Against thy reasons making no defence.
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Thou canst not (love) disgrace me half so ill,
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To set a form upon desired change,
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As I'll my self disgrace, knowing thy will,
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I will acquaintance strangle and look strange:
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Be absent from thy walks and in my tongue,
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Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
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Lest I (too much profane) should do it wronk:
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And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
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For thee, against my self I'll vow debate,
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For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
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90
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Then hate me when thou wilt, if ever, now,
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Now while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
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join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
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And do not drop in for an after-loss:
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Ah do not, when my heart hath 'scaped this sorrow,
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Come in the rearward of a conquered woe,
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Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
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To linger out a purposed overthrow.
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If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
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When other petty griefs have done their spite,
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But in the onset come, so shall I taste
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At first the very worst of fortune's might.
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And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
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Compared with loss of thee, will not seem so.
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91
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Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
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Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,
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Some in their garments though new-fangled ill:
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Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse.
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And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,
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Wherein it finds a joy above the rest,
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But these particulars are not my measure,
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All these I better in one general best.
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Thy love is better than high birth to me,
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Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' costs,
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Of more delight than hawks and horses be:
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And having thee, of all men's pride I boast.
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Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take,
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All this away, and me most wretchcd make.
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92
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But do thy worst to steal thy self away,
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For term of life thou art assured mine,
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And life no longer than thy love will stay,
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For it depends upon that love of thine.
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Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
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When in the least of them my life hath end,
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I see, a better state to me belongs
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Than that, which on thy humour doth depend.
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Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
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Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie,
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O what a happy title do I find,
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Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
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But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
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Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
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93
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So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
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Like a deceived husband, so love's face,
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May still seem love to me, though altered new:
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Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place.
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For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
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Therefore in that I cannot know thy change,
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In many's looks, the false heart's history
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Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange.
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But heaven in thy creation did decree,
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That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell,
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Whate'er thy thoughts, or thy heart's workings be,
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Thy looks should nothing thence, but sweetness tell.
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How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
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If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show.
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94
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They that have power to hurt, and will do none,
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That do not do the thing, they most do show,
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Who moving others, are themselves as stone,
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Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow:
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They rightly do inherit heaven's graces,
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And husband nature's riches from expense,
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Tibey are the lords and owners of their faces,
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Others, but stewards of their excellence:
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The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
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Though to it self, it only live and die,
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But if that flower with base infection meet,
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The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
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For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds,
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Lilies that fester, smell far worse than weeds.
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95
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How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame,
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Which like a canker in the fragrant rose,
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Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
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O in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose!
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That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
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(Making lascivious comments on thy sport)
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Cannot dispraise, but in a kind of praise,
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Naming thy name, blesses an ill report.
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O what a mansion have those vices got,
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Which for their habitation chose out thee,
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Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot,
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And all things turns to fair, that eyes can see!
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Take heed (dear heart) of this large privilege,
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The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
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96
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Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness,
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Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport,
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Both grace and faults are loved of more and less:
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Thou mak'st faults graces, that to thee resort:
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As on the finger of a throned queen,
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The basest jewel will be well esteemed:
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So are those errors that in thee are seen,
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To truths translated, and for true things deemed.
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How many lambs might the stern wolf betray,
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If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
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How many gazers mightst thou lead away,
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if thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
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But do not so, I love thee in such sort,
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As thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
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97
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How like a winter hath my absence been
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From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
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What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
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What old December's bareness everywhere!
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And yet this time removed was summer's time,
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The teeming autumn big with rich increase,
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Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
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Like widowed wombs after their lords' decease:
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Yet this abundant issue seemed to me
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But hope of orphans, and unfathered fruit,
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For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
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And thou away, the very birds are mute.
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Or if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer,
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That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
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98
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From you have I been absent in the spring,
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When proud-pied April (dressed in all his trim)
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Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing:
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That heavy Saturn laughed and leaped with him.
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Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell
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Of different flowers in odour and in hue,
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Could make me any summer's story tell:
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Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew:
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Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
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Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose,
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They were but sweet, but figures of delight:
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Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
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Yet seemed it winter still, and you away,
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As with your shadow I with these did play.
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99
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The forward violet thus did I chide,
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Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
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If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
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Which on thy soft check for complexion dwells,
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In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed.
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The lily I condemned for thy hand,
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And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair,
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The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
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One blushing shame, another white despair:
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A third nor red, nor white, had stol'n of both,
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And to his robbery had annexed thy breath,
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But for his theft in pride of all his growth
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A vengeful canker eat him up to death.
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More flowers I noted, yet I none could see,
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But sweet, or colour it had stol'n from thee.
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100
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Where art thou Muse that thou forget'st so long,
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To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
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Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
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Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
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Return forgetful Muse, and straight redeem,
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In gentle numbers time so idly spent,
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Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem,
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And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
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Rise resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey,
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If time have any wrinkle graven there,
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If any, be a satire to decay,
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And make time's spoils despised everywhere.
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Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life,
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So thou prevent'st his scythe, and crooked knife. |